Archive for December, 2006

idiota!!

December 29, 2006

hi guys i jst wanted to share what i’m feeling ryt now… di q alm kng tanga na tlga aq o nagpapakatanga lang..sket2 tlga ng nangyari sken..di q maimagine n mangyayari sken to!! im asking God nga y me?! cguro kc gus2 nyang mauntog aq at mgicng aq sa katotohanan..i’ll tel you the story pra di kayo magwonder! here it goes……

i have a boyfrend,,sobrang seryoso aq sa knya..sbrang mhal q xa. gnwa ko n lhat pra la xang msbi sken..i’ve sacrificed everything for him,,but still e2 prin ang nangyari,. mskit pra skin yung mkita ang boyfrend qng nhhrpan dhil nkpagsplit xa sa ex nya dhil sken…cgro di nyo maiintindhn kng bkit gani2 aq s knya… pro nssktan aq,,di dhil nkpagbreak xa dun kundi lam kng mhal nya un..we’ve talked yesterday,,and he said….”oo mahal q xa pero kaw ang mas mhal ko kya ikaw ang pinili ko”.. i dn’t know kng paniniwalaan ko pa xa after this… we broke then.. but the most painful thing that he did to me is that he texted his ex and beg her to giv him another chance…isn’t that great!!! sket tlga…kng cnu pa ung minahal ko ng sbra,,un pa ung mang gagago sken ng sobra.. i talked to him again for the second tym around and ask him if it’s true… he said “oo,,tinex q nga xa…ginawa ko lang un pra kalimtan kita!! galit ako sau..kya gus2 kng ipakita na madali k lng klimtan. dba giniv up mo q?anu pang pakialam mo..” di nya lng alm kng anung nrrmdmn q about it…khit na niloloko n nya q,pinili ko paring magpakatanga sa knya..dhil alm kong mhal nya din aq,,pro nagkamali pla aq. IDIOTA!!! khit lam kng sinasaktan n q tuloy prin aq… di ba q pwedeng maging msaya nmn khit papaano…sawang sawa na q ng gani2..,mhal n mhal ko xa!!

minsan nga naiisip ko kng may ngawa aqng mali sa knya..tinatanong ko xa,,pro wla nmn daw!! bkit ganun?! it’s so unfair…tao din nmn aq gustong maging msaya!! by this tym ayq ng magicp ng kng anu..cgro nga isang malaking pagkakamali na minahal ko xa ng sobra!!..

hahahAy!!

December 27, 2006

whaa… my first post!! what i min is my first serious post…sna nga!! mging seryoso 2ng post qng toh. Anu nmn ssbhin q d2?? actually kc what i’m feeling ryt now is puro glit,,sma ng loob…ewan ko bah kng bkit!! cguro it’s because im loosing my frends?? or let’s just say my close Ku–…..i dnt want to think about it  nah kaso,,gbi2 un nlng iniicp ko..i’m just wondering kc kng bkit gani2 nangya2ri sken,,puro kmlasan! di nmn aq ganun kxama..yah i know i’m a devil oftentimes,pro spaitin ang gani2?! haaay..puro probs,,tnx to my true friends out there!! for helping me eventhough iniwan ko cla becoz of others fault…u know nmn!! sna matapos na 2ng mga prob koh sawang sawa n q sa ka2icp sa knila.. sna mging hapi nlang ung pinapatamaan q!! sna tama ung gngwa.,and sana di k nya sktan!! di nmn kita mpi2lit kng ayaw m n q dba?! im juz ur…….Nevermind!!! just be happy nlng… happy nrin aq!!! u know how deep the pain i was feeling ryt now..? doble ng skit na nramdamn q kay james…pro i know wla kang pki ryt?! kc xa lng nmn nkkta mo dba?!!! cge na bka mapuno lng aq while writing this fucking blog…tnx nlng kay ast na naunang nagview sken., true friend ka tlga ast!! love youh…… 

what a life!!!!

December 23, 2006

hi guys!! im margie… first time q 2ng mag blog kya excited na q,, nwei this is my first time to share my experiences(anung experiences?!!) hala it’s not what ur thingking ha!!! but before i share it with u… those EXPERIENCES that i had..hmmm!! papakilala muna aq,, im margie!! haha.. sbi ko nga!! i’m 5′2 in height,,fair,MALAKI MATA!!haha!! pro di nmn ganun klaki… in terms of EMOtional nmn,, emo aq mdalas it’s bcoz aq ung tipo ng tao na n mlihim… sinasarili lhat. Haay!! di q nga lam kung bkit…cguro kc wla n qng nlalapitan!! or NAPAPAGKATIWALAAN… i dnt know y people are that!!! la2pit lng sau pag may kailangan sila… haay naku,,so much to tell…anu pa beh??!! mabait aq kung mabait skin ung tao,,matampuhin,,MAPRIDE!!! lam kung sin un pro mapride tlga aq,,lalo na kika — , –!! haay ewan ko bah?! ganun ba klaki atraso nila sakin?? haay naku magpapasko n may sma prin aq ng loob sa kanila… sna matigil n 2ng pride ko naiiinis na aq…. oh panu nxt post nlng,,tntmad na aqng magtype!!! Advance Maligayang Christmas at Manigong New Year!!! hekhek…