i dOn’t giVe a daMn!!

oh my god,here we go again…i think mgging emo nnman aq sa blog q. Lagi nmn ryt? and im so tired of being EMO-tional… you know what guys,, i have something on my mind ryt now..know what it is?? i just realize how ironic life is..wla lang it just came out of my fucking useless mind..

lhat ng gusto mo di nppasau..khit lhat gnawa m nah just to make it permanent or let’s just say to make it last..la parin epekto,,how sad! i cried my eyes out because of that..cguro ung alam ung story maiintindhan nyo q..

i’ve realized na sna i dn’t give a damn on him! sna i dn’t give my whole being..i dnt give MARGHIE to him..to the point that i made decisions on my own without knowing i’m wrong or even nkkskit n q ng filings ng iba,that i made sacrifices just for that person..WAAHH!!! i dn’t like this…im crying nnman..Hate it!! really…

i thought second chances are best..i thought it’ll work…but no! Di q lubusang maicp n mangyayari p ulit toh sken after what i have done for…..for know i cn’t say na totally nakaget over na q,,i’m stil in a deep pain ryt now..and know what?! i can’t accept that fact..FUCK!!

one thing more…i just want to apologize to those people na nskatan q..

ghe2- im so sorry if im like this to you..hope you understand why i’m like this..but really,seriously…im so sorry! it’s just nauna lng ung Putang inang pride ko. But to tell you honestly,,namis kita sobra… dhil khit ngglit aq sau…naicip ko na kaw ung pinakaclose q sa barkada ntin dati…so ghe…..I’M SO SORRY!!!

patty- sorry din kung naging rude aq sau..kng pinauna q rin ung pride q.. namis din kita..

kuya rich- kuya…sana mpatawad mo q sa lhat ng maling ngawa q sau..di ko kyang mwala ka s tbi ko kc kya ganun aq.. naicp ko nun n cguro dpt d n q nssnay ng nandyan k parati sken..kc bandang huli mhhrapan aq. Pro kuya tnx for understandng khit mhirap aqng intindhin..for caring me and loving me eventhough prang lumalau aq dhil ngttmpo aq..sna mging kuya prin kita….khit nssktan aq!! tnx sa lhat..

ast & kat- thanks for being their for me guys..thanks din for understanding me khit mharap aqng intindhin…love you!!

tf’s- maraming salamat,sa pagdamay nyo,,sa lhat2! iba tlga kau…kya mhal ko kau eh.

panu til hir nlng naiiyak nnman aq,,sna maintindhan nyo ko sa lhat ng nangyayari sken ryt now..

tnx for reading =’c

daMn my fUckiNg life!!

haay..susulat nnman aq sa aking blog.. anu nmn isusulat q?? haay,,bitterness?? sawa na q dyan… pro may alm aq! lam q somebody is wondering kng bkit aq ngkakagani2. Cguro it’s becoz im trying to be strong khit alm kng hindi q kaya. Na22 aqng tumayo ng wlang umaalalay sken..n22 aqng maging independent! Salamat sa lhat.. slamat dhil kng hndi nyo gnwa sken 2,di aq m222.. i just wish hapi k n sa bgo mong lil……….nvermind,,mis na kita!! but u dont hav 2 say or explain anything.,i understand! Narealize q nlng na hindi lhat ng bgay,,ngttgal..di lhat ng gus2 m mgging sau..nwei tnx nrin sa memories,,ddlin q un habang bhay…i just wish n sna hapi k n sa life mo…